It was a long night.
My nod to hygiene today was to undo my braid from yesterday and pile my hair on top of my head in case the birds are looking for somewhere to crash.
Sweet Sunshine finally fell asleep for her (much needed) nap about five minutes ago. The dogs and I are in the kitchen looking dazed and afraid to make a sound.
I’m on my third cup of coffee, but already have that feeling that no amount of coffee is going to clear the fog from my brain.
Our kitchen is a wreck (though I did wreck it for the noble cause of two blueberry lemon loaves, one seed bread, and homemade pitas!!!) and my only goal for the day is to clean it up.
The seed bread for sandwiches needs some work. We sort of combined recipes and while the flavor came out perfectly on point, it didn’t rise as much as I’d like it to and has the density of a dying star. The pitas got off to a rough start because whoever wrote the recipe said quarter inch when what they meant was an eighth of an inch, but after the first two, we figured it out and the rest came out perfectly.
Okay, I do have one other goal and that is to write an update or three about Mac n’ Cheese Manor to include: settling in, strange plumbing, and the discovery of mold (not a devastating amount of mold, but mold nonetheless).
Happy Tuesday everyone!
The laundry is started and the clean dishes are put away. There are roughly 72 more things on my to-do list today, but I’m pausing a moment over a mimosa (I am seriously considering calling them “momosas” from this point forward.) to write and bask in a lovely week. Admittedly, I have roughly 72 things still on my to-do list because I did exactly none of them throughout the week as I usually try to do; instead, I explored local water spots, went to a friend’s house for snacks and a chat, and made bread. : )
(The first is a rustic rosemary/roasted garlic loaf and the second is jalapeno/Swiss.)
I haven’t made bread in about three years. Life has been busy and other priorities have taken precedence. But this week, I remembered thinking through all the things I’d like to do if I didn’t work a full-time job and making bread has always been near the top of that list.
I initially learned to make bread primarily because of how much I love eating it. I also have lovely memories from when I was little, living in Ohio and making bread from scratch with a neat, old lady in our church named Eleanor. Making bread always reminds me of standing on a chair at her kitchen counter punching the dough down (my favorite job) and then picking flowers from her garden to take home to my mom along with the fresh bread.
Once I started making it by hand, though, it became about more than just eating the tasty results. Making bread has become a form of meditation for me. It requires patience (not always my strong suit) and it requires focus (hence the reason I only make bread during Miss Baby’s long, afternoon nap.). If I’m not paying attention as I knead, I might miss the moment that perfect texture arrives. The recipe books will all give you a number of minutes, but that just isn’t how it works. Kneading time changes with the temperture, the humidity, different ingredients can affect it. By no means is it rocket science, but I love giving all of myself to the process. Making bread always leaves me feeling mentally refreshed, proud, and more often than not, uncomfortably full.
So here’s to Friday (insert raised momosa glass here)! May I catch up on all the things I do not regret not doing while I made bread. : )
(And thank goodness for the warning on the cap to my bubbly, or I may have lost an eye this morning!)